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Suzanna Wong
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Saturday, December 08, 2007
+.+ I hate my life +.+
Went down to Central to shop around and brought cup cakes & donuts.. Hehe.. Shall upload the pictures later to make u people jealous =X Headed down to Networms to play 1 1/2 games, i hang on the first game and they gtg =( so pk another lan opp which we played before, freaking MH-ers but still we won =)
Meet up his friends and went now to Marina Bay for steamboat, took the wrong bus ended up taking the bus back again -.- For the first time i felt that the food sux, perhaps i ate too much good buffets =X I'm still graving for Oyster t.t
I just realised that my eye linear is causing my eyes discomfort, maybe i should change the brand or stop using.. Sad..
Shall continue my blogging from yesterday..
Been emo-ing & crying the whole night, maybe there are just too much thoughts..Pms?!! Played lots of fun map till 9am, woke up at 3pm cause we are having this compy with his brothers, just playing for fun nia.. I just love playing compy with u baby =) Seriously it pissed me off, it took 1hr 30mins to start the game and worst of all every 2-3secs they lag and take turns.. I'm alright about waiting but i didn't have enough of sleep.. Emo-ing.. So its like 5v5 to 4v5 to 3v5 to 2v5 to 1v5 and end game!!! Somehow i felt we wont make it far and come to think of it i thought only those noobu join those compy but somehow there are 1-2 teams ren shi de.. sux or?
Anyway that team wasn't happy over that game so pk us again at night, having better players and a lousy draft cause they took our bb as we wanted to go for a early push.. Was nerding tgt with baby.. Nice we lose to noobu and kena bm.. It's like so long since we lost to noobu.. Just can't recover that feeling..
Again i used the same farking hero -.- for another game, i was totally nerding like no tml, was winning but somehow i know his gona stun and i walk into it and getting bs for not warding.. I can like die to the same mistake for 10times.. Yes baby ur right if this carry on i will never improve but emo pawns everything.. Maybe u shld be a ger to understand..
I'm back to the square one,
back to the emo little ger who cries every nite,
back to listening emo songs,
I wanne improve but somehow i dono where to start, i'm learning hard now but somehow maybe im not gifted maybe i wasnt hard working enough... Maybe its just a dream wanting to be good enough..
Tell me how to stop crying, how to stop emo-ing....
I hate my life..
With ♥ From Suzanna [5:43 AM]